I seem to have so much to say all the time, atleast to myself in my own head. I get the urge and sit down to vent it all out in here, and FUCK it never happens for me. OR I tend to get a draft going and get up and walk away leaving it forever, then turning off the pc and then never getting back to that entry, and when I do I read it and so much more has gone on and the entry seems pointless to me.

I need to get my shit together. I have so much going on and so much stressing me out I feel like I’m in a downward spiral.. *sighs* There’s so much I need to do, and so much I want to do and yet I can’t find the strength within to feel like I can do it. :(

I’m so bad, I’ve been meaning to make this entry for some time now, but keep getting side tracked or too lazy to get my thoughts and fingers on the same page.. lol I’ve been so happy these past few months. I’ve never been happier, aside from the day Jennah was born. :) <3

I’m truly enjoying the time that Evan and I spend together, he treats me so good and makes me feel so special. We’re almost inseparable, even with the hour and a half distance between us :( He spends, I think too much on coming to see me through the week. We see each other every weekend and although I love how much I get to see him and would love to see him everyday, I’m good with knowing that it’s expensive to see each other more than that. But it is his choice, and I let him have that ;) We’re always out and about doing something or other, it’s been an active dating process and we both seem to be loving it. We just went to the Toronto Zoo last weekend…… View the rest of this entry…

Ughh I’ve got a nasty cold, I woke with it on Monday morning, well the start of it that is. It wasn’t so bad at first, but as of yesterday after a rough start to our day with Jennah it started to pick up. The sneezing, runny nose and now coughing and feeling icky in the chest, my lil nose is all red and the coughing and sneezing is getting to me already. View the rest of this entry…

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone’s life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text/notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she’s the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you’re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she’s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she’s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you’ve never loved someone before

The last week the weather has been fairly nice. I’ve been enjoying it for the most part. Not really getting out and doing much, but still enjoying the sun! Ohh boy have I missed the sun.. hehe

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